5Aug/100
Sinking Feeling
It's been a long couple of days. I'm beginning to get the feeling that this boat just won't float. I sit and think about what I'm going to write, what I'm going to do to the site and nothing comes to me. I sit and think, instead of just doing.
I've never been very self-disciplined. I get ideas for things and then I just let them go by the wayside. For instance, I love to write -- sort of. I mean I love getting the idea and thinking about it and then I start writing and I see 2 or 3 hundred empty pages ahead of me and I freak out and walk away.
I'm going through a situation now, where I just want to work, make what money I can, raise my kid, send her to school and forget all this writing stuff. Maybe that's for the best.
